First P-Day Email from Home MTC

Hey Friends! The past 2 days at the MTC have been amazing. Today I start my first language class! Mi compeƱera es Hermana Nase. She is absolutely amazing! And everyone in my district is so anxiously engaged in the work. It feel amazing to be surrounded by members with such high hopes for future. Yesterday I felt too imperfect to be serving a mission. I cried unto my heavenly father pleading for guidance and revelation. But I had forgotten that he has answered me multiple times before. And my answer was a simple "why deny the power therin?" It caused me to reflect. The lord has answered answered prayers so many times, and I continued to doubt. I need to remember that being pure and worthy does not mean perfect. President Bednar spoke to the missionaries saying that we are not going to be ready for the celestial kingdom at 19. That this is a moment of growth, not a moment of perfection. During my personal studies I have been learning about why bad things happen to g...